Added confusion

sometimes i think life is not fair. i was decided and ready to do one thing, to go back to India for good and then suddenly hear from my boss that they want me to work for another 3-6 months. i will tell you that this type of decision is not easy to make especially you have the job you want to do for the rest of your life on one hand and your family who needs you on the other hand. so i think life is fair with less options. still thinking, will post again as soon as i decide. i don't know if i am going to sleep tonite. what a bummer after i gave away/sold all my stuff except my car :(